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The day after the heartbreak..

Posted in Circle of Friends with tags , , , , , , , on November 7, 2013 by nursemihoko

I was not in my usual happy mood last October 26 because my mom and I had a misunderstanding… but then, even if I was so down and very disappointed… I was thankful that I have friends that will always be there for me thru good or bad. It was like a bipolar night for me due to the reason that Eleanor, one of my friends.. called  our boarding house via phone and my mom was the one who answered it. We had a plan to celebrate the fiesta at Halmes’ place so she decided to ask the persmission of my mom. And me, forgetting to give her a briefing about what Ive told mom.. she told her that we will go to the fiesta instead of telling a lie. YAH! I lied to my mom just for me to go with my friends because my family decided to go back to our hometown in the morning instead of the aftie… so I have no choice but to tell a lie just for her to let me just follow them in the aftie… but gladly, it was all settled… I was, luckily, able to celebrate the fiesta with my friends.. 😀 

You Can But Can’t

Posted in POETRY with tags , , , , , , , , , , on December 10, 2012 by nursemihoko

You can close your eyes to the things you don’t wanna see

But you know deep inside, heart can still see.

You can lie to people that you’re okay

But the truth from your eyes,  all they ask is a lil honesty.

You can run from your fears which haunted you every day

But you can’t move forward if you don’t face the reality.

You can stop right now from this journey anyway,

But still, you can’t for the reason life must stay.

The bittersweet irony of life, I must say.

Expectations lead to disappointments..

Posted in MY RANDOM FEELINGS, MY RANDOM THOUGHTS with tags , , , , , , on November 7, 2012 by nursemihoko

I just want to share my disappointments here. I am so sad that I don’t know what to do anymore. I was so happy with the thought that one thing in my past was recovered but then after a day of using it, t’was gone again. I’ve tried, and tried… but I guess, I am just too fool to believe that I will keep it forever this time. Sigh. Why do things come back when you’re already happy and fine?!  Seriously, I don’t get it! 😦